Mikotaijiya

Have you noticed? I am slowly drowning in my own misery. I can not begin to describe what I am doing or emotionally feeling. Are you all in denile, about me? contemplating my own life-or how to end it? I need to breathe, without having to worry that I must have to hide my shattered mentality the next moment, when I am surrounded by people.  I need to keep my sanity as it is. You may know how to fix your broken peices.. I .... I only know how to function with my broken parts... I dont know how to fix myself. I should be able to be with those who already know this am I right? Should I be proven wrong? Maybe, I could endure long enough to find t